Yesterday was a brilliant morning writing, dog walking, answering phones for kcrw, working with Chris and Tom on their shows, Gemma getting me started helping her research for her Global Gig Guide, Eric chatting Music Library with me.....all before 10am!
Came home, collapsed, met Jana for lunch- WALKED to meet her. Had a Kirin with my sushi-
Got back home- more writing, phone interview for yet another writing gig. Collapsed again.
Carved up my farmers' market bought organic, free-range, locally raised chicken for my dog's weekend meals, poured myself a nice glass of organic kosher Israeli cabernet...
On the couch drinking my wine watching Persepolis -- too tired to get pretty and on the bus to Friday Night Live...
I suddenly panicked. I still didn't regret my decision to quit- best decision I've made in years....truly outrageous and heavenly-inspired... But where will the money come? When? How am I paying for food for the dog, kitties, myself? ugh...depression sets in.....
First thing this morning I find today's horoscope waiting for me:
Today is the dawn of a new era for you. You can feel yourself shedding the last remnants of old baggage or beliefs that held you back and are eager to tackle the new challenges that await.
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